ok, this sux alright!
B I G time!!!!
damn it...what happened to this blogger?!!
i cant seem to change the skin properly
wad the hell!...
even worst, i did smthg that change the blogger format
ARGH!!!!!
see la now...
its a pathetic skin that i have!
Oh God, enlighten me puh-leeesseee!!

OK
going to work this morning was real scary
very scary
lucky ah today i didnt get posted to panorail again
otherwise i'd have peed in my pants
LOL

i dont know whats up w Nick
he hit me twice today
it was hard ok!
he accidently kicked me once
he accidently slapped my face till my specs fell off!
what the hell....
even worst, Mindy said
"Nicholas is always like that. He always hit ppl. He hit me at the chin before"
i was like "Oh Ok. So i have to be wary of him"
or i'll keep a distant away from him
its even more irritating when he laughs at me after hitting me n keep on saying
"Why do i keep on hitting u ah today"
-_-"...like i have the ans

there was a lost boy today
a sick old granny
n many weird cases
the tour guides there are friendly
too super friendly
thats because they call us sayang
doesnt matter male or female guides
the moment they turn up, they'll go
"Sayang, 30 ppl bla bla bla....."
i think i have to get used to it cos my other colleagues seem to be comfortable w it alr
hahaha

freaking tired la



PS: Dian u better be prepared on the 1st. dont be too happy cos its worst than u think. HAHA.

oh man...so sad. so disappointed of myself
today at work, i made numerous mistakes n yet i kept mum
mistakes concerning cash....
gawd! what was i thinking??!
i was too tired my lil brain wasnt functioning well
i couldnt even calculate simple maths jus now
keep on adding wrongly
damn! eargh. sad sad sad. disappointed disappointed disappointed
with MYSELF! argh

i'm just too sad n disappointed to say abt the fun things i did n had today
so sad =(
i hope those mistakes wont be repeated again.
i really do
now i'm scared to go to work tmr
argh! Help!!!
=((

okay...
so i am a double happy goober!
yay!
cos today -in fact yesterday- i got a new hp!
weee!~
n today i have already managed to get a gheist of it. wohoo!~

plus, i went back to WDL NPCC Unit today! wee!~
sooo happy!
so happy to see Huda, Nisa, Azuin ,Norsha n Shunli back!
so so so so happy!
it was meant to be a surprise visit ah
LOL
somebody smacked the forehead hard upon seeing me.
i could see n hear clearly who it was from a distant.
hahaCks....surprise surprise! LOL

we had smthg in mind to discuss thats why we were there
n my O my....
i have absolutely no comments on the current sec1s =_="

i'm so happy
we did some catching up among ourselves
had fun working w Johnnie JonJon, Zulaiha n MeiZhen
u guys were great! awesome..
hope u learnt smthg new today
hahaCks

n i did smthg new today
call it lame
i was bluetooth-ing away w Azuin, Nisa n Norsha's hp
cos its like practically all 3 of em got a new phone
Azuin had an LG Choc
Norsha a N5300
n Nisa a SE w600i or w 300i or whatever u call it( the walkman one)
LOL

so tmr is back to work!
No!!!
i wanna go to tmr' NPCC promotion ceremony!
wth....
sigh...sad la

i was accused of stealing something

but yet, i don't feel guilty - not at all

i stole smthg, which i will never return

i granted him his Xmas wish alr
well, with an exception that it was an hour earlier LOL


yesterday's work was super duper over tiring
u people dont know how to sit at home n just rest since its a Public holiday n its Xmas??
yesterday's crowd was abnormal
floods n floods of ppl were there
ho wells....
but then again, without em'
my work will be plain boring




haiz....why does it rain these days?
i cant seem to go out!!
i miss going out
wonder how my gfs are....









we are ONE
wee!~
~Forever&Ever,babe~

whew!...
last night got home at 0200hrs
whole family taunt at ECP right after dinner at Han River
wa, i love Japanese food. Sushi!!! yum yum...
*slurps*
what an indulgence
a great fill calls for a tedious excercise
*sigh*...the worst part of it is,
i'm lazy to work it out! argh

last night @ ECP, we 4 cuz just talked the night away- sitting on d wavebreaker
peace, calm- thats what we're looking for
we talked abt life now as it is n d future to come
lied on d rocks n faced the starless sky
looked for d moon, but it was nowhere in sight
just like the owner =(

n the funniest part was
i saw this young man fishing at night
he seems familar
very familiar
1st time look, i thought i was Syam
but when he talked to cuz, it didnt sound like Syam
looked hard again, tengku mushadad???
why would he fish? no training ar?
told cuz but they themselves not sure
Suf was trying to be brave n approached tengku mushadad

Suf: Abg, abg Tengku Mushadad eh?
TM: Ye saya...
Suf: Oh bang, saya betul2 minat abg ar...*shakes hand*
TM: Oh? Ye ke? Skola mana?
then ya da ya da.....

the thing is, Suf doesnt knowa single shit abt this Tengku Mushadad
he just wanna befriend this star -_-"...
after the whole thing, it was a waste we didnt take a pic with him *sigh*

so today...
going out to wedding invitations
oh no! eat again???
Noo0oo0oo...!

i woke up this morning feeling very disheartened
why in de world did i wake up?
how come i'm living to this day?

i woke up this morning with a very heavy heart
it feels as if i've been punched real hard in the heart
my heart feels dented, very dented
not yet smashed
my left chest feels heavy
only my left
i walk around with my left side of the body downwards

i woke up this morning with thousands of regrets
why did i live yesterday?
why did i live just to commit mistakes?
or why did i live yesterday just to be mocked at?

is work taking its effect on me?
no. i dont think so. absolutely NOT
cos i'm enjoying a hell of a time there

then what? izzit this new thing thats happening?
never was i deeply engrossed in this matter
but now that i do, n its the first time i'm facing it for real n seriously,
it doesnt seem to turn out nice, smooth n beautiful
what the hell...

let it go? loser.
i never admit defeat easily
life has been meaningful with this thing
but its beginning to hurt
if i let it go, it hurts even worst
so what now? it hurts in both ways

i wish to end my life now
can i?
pleeaasseee....

today was a bit slow
maybe cos i was posted to LL
with Fadzillah
an intern from SHATEC
*reality check here, he's a guy ok*

he himself was tired
tired of what? yest u off what...
LOL
he couldnt sleep la
his baby cuz cried all night long
haha pity u la

amazing guy la he
interesting education life story
pity him ah
he was in d course that i've always wanted to be in
but somehow, he dropped out
wasted la! haiZz...

nothing much happened today
but still, ppl are confused w my name!
Dian was mistaken as Nurul by Wahid
n Tahir called her Nadiah
HO!HO!HO! Nurul Nadiah rules the place!
hahaCks, nonsense... -_-"

yay, saw Pak Cik Mus today
i was so so happy that he could still remember me n my name!
i just feel so appreciated =)) thank God
talked awhile n continued work

was told by OM that me n Dian have to work on 25th Dec
happy ah but den...
25th Dec??? isnt that Christmas?!
Oh mann....
nvm la, at least i get to meet Santa haha
wonder who this year's santa will be =))

Fadzil made me his bait
not fair k!
u want to get smthg, say it for urself la
make me paisey onie...
LOL

today half day only
Dian has a date w Sab so ended early
my Lee?
got meeting then going breakdancing
good for him his taking charge of his own life

k ah....
still feeling tired
eh,my PrisonBreak still havent watch!
aiyah, tmr also maybe must sent granny to her friends' hse before she goes for haj









keep a part of me in everything u do