OK this is bad
this is bad
this is real bad

i cant believe i'm blogging at this time
i just couldnt hold it any longer
i had to blurt it out
so yah, here i am
blogging at this hour

i couldnt sleep
i kept tossing n turning
tossing n turning
but i just COULDNT sleep!




i just felt bad
real bad
what am i feeling bad about??
i dont know
There's just so many things that i feel bad abt


i feel bad for making him feel that way
it caused a sudden mood change in him
and it really troubles me on how he's really feeling
Is he hating me?
Is hatred growing in him towards me?
Does he suddenly feel like giving up on me?
Is he starting to keep a distant away from me?
What have i done to him?
AaarRrGghHh!!!...
stupid me
stupid, stupid!

HE said
"still suffering in silence now"
izzit my fault that u're suffering?
Damn it la...

But hey, i'm doing him a favour
i've been hinting him
but dunno le...
its either he didnt get it
or
he's just turning oblivious towards it


the great Alex once said
"Its the boy that makes the move
but
its the girl that makes a relationship happen"
well, i'm making it happen
Are you making ur move??

i dont wanna be like...
like what the malay proverb says
"bagai perigi mencari timba"
its just against me


It was weird
suddenly only
he asked me to forgive him for his mistakes
suddenly you know -
out of the blue
i was like huh? what mistakes?

Ho wells...
if u think u have committed a mistake
n i that is what ur definition of a mistake is
then fine, i'll forgive you for that
But as far as i am concerned,
ypu've done nothing seriously wrong to me
except heartaches during our conversations
n thats normal to me
=))


but now LEE,
i guess its truly n only right of me to seek ur forgiveness
coz i reallt think i hust u lots
my words were harsh
n it hurt you, i know
forgive me
will you?

its ok if u cant forgive me
cos i know i'm in the wrong
n de pain i've caused u will not heal enuff with me only apologizing
=(













TIME is the key